sweeeeeet

9.20.2004

p a u v r e . l o l a

boxes & boxes of photos of everyone i used
to know. i need to record things to prove to
myself they really happened. polaroids of the
boy i worry about being in too love with. cast
shots from all the plays i used to do. pictures
of the seven girls i write novels about in the
winter.

(1) sang

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9.12.2004

the weekend.

the air getting colder. realizing he smells
like me, & that i smell like him. being
happy with that. watching old teen movies
& drinking peppermint tea. our magenta
lipstick & pink polka dot dresses. walking
home at midnight barefoot on the crooked
sidewalk.

thank you everyone.

(3) sang

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9.5.2004

'life moves pretty fast. if you don't stop & look around once in a while, you might miss it.'

thinking about the last few days makes
my head spin. so much has happened.
nellie left for spain after coffee last
wendesday with carrie & me. i'm going to
miss her & our olsen twins marathons.
i started a new school & turned one
year older. mattie came over with roses
from her garden & a blue glass bracelet
for me. i'm seeing alot more of her than
i did last year. i'm glad. i love that girl.
went out to breakfast with john today.
we wanted to read the new york times
together, like an old couple. afterwards
we went back to his dorm & danced to
bad ramones covers in our towels.

(3) sang

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8.30.2004

new york.

in the whitney a security guard
with no teeth hobbled up to me &
told me i was too sweet to like
art made with blood & gunpowder.

(2) sang

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8.22.2004

wish you were here.

mattie & i had a sailing adventure today.
we built fairy houses on french island &
skipped rocks & slept out on the boat. we
rented tadpole with the fantastic jenny &
bought three nerd ropes, coffee ice cream
& a pound of sweedish fish. jenny played
with my toes & mattie laughs like a movie
queen.

(6) sang

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8.21.2004

hot tea & bedrest.

so. i've been running a fever for over a week
now, but kept on going out late & jumping in
rain puddles & licking public doorknobs & doing
everything else in my power that could possibly
worsen a fever.

last night the fever turned into a flu & i've done
little else in the past 24 hours then watch the
movies in the above photo. i've also finished a
book & have started reading dinner with andre.
in addition, i've made this birthday wishlist.

(p.s: hurry! only 10 shopping days left until
september 3rd!)

(1) sang

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8.17.2004

d e l e t e d

EDIT: erase this entry from your mind.
got too many people angry. too
many feelings hurt.

(4) sang

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8.11.2004

yeah. so.

(5) sang

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8.10.2004

in california the waves break on the beach.

dear everyone,
          i have my phone back.
          the only thing missing
         now is my wallet.

          looks like:
                   green, silk,
                   circa 1930,
                   embroidered
                   flowers.

           inside:
                   a videoport, ATM
                   & bullmoose card.

          also inside:
                   7 dollars & an ice
                   cream sandwich
                   wrapper.

        who ever finds my wallet
          gets a kiss. a big sloppy
          wet one. otherwise, be
          expecting answers to all
          your lovely voice & text
          messages soon.
                                     xo,
                                            b.

          p.s: do yourself a favor
          & download happy end's
          "kaze wo atsumete" off
          the lost in translation
          soundtrack. thank me
          later.

sing to me?

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8.7.2004

today.

(8) sang

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